So I haven't been working all that much lately, and it's really driving me insane. Compared to the holiday seasons work is completely dead right now for me, although hopefully that will change in the future. I'm just super bored lately. I have been doing a bit of reading, and drawing; working on improving my extremely limited skills. I've also been watching some movies with my mum so that we can bond a bit more than we actually do, although she has been sick and I'm rather sick right now because of a medication I have to take for an infected tooth that I'll be taking care of in the next couple of weeks.
I'm also saving up for a Playstation 4, got $50 in the bank towards that which isn't much but it's a start atleast. I normally don't have extra money left over but now that mum and I have purchased almost everything we need for the house I can afford to save up a little bit of money towards "big ticket items". I think I need approximately $350 for a pre-owned one. My life is extremely dull and all I have to occupy my time is work and I think that's why I'm going crazy as well. I need more friends but I'm terrified of interacting with new people outside of work because what does one say? Most people find me boring and then I get nervous and talk too much about stupid shit that doesn't exactly matter and I can do that here now can't I?? Lol.
'I've also decided to cut down my youtube channel videos until I can get some halfway proper equipment because you can't show a color under horrible yellow lights now can you? NOPE You seriously can't. I'll probably do videos here and there just to let people know but other than that I plan to wait so that I can start producing proper content.
I'll be posting alot of stuff here though don't think I'm running away from y'all because I'm not. I just hate putting out things with terrible quality because I want people to enjoy my videos and not get distracted by my mediocrity. :D Anyways that's pretty much all of my rambling for now! More later toodles! :D
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