Drawing An Updates

 

So I haven't been working all that much lately, and it's really driving me insane. Compared to the holiday seasons work is completely dead right now for me, although hopefully that will change in the future. I'm just super bored lately. I have been doing a bit of reading, and drawing; working on improving my extremely limited skills. I've also been watching some movies with my mum so that we can bond a bit more than we actually do, although she has been sick and I'm rather sick right now because of a medication I have to take for an infected tooth that I'll be taking care of in the next couple of weeks.

I'm also saving up for a Playstation 4, got $50 in the bank towards that which isn't much but it's a start atleast. I normally don't have extra money left over but now that mum and I have purchased almost everything we need for the house I can afford to save up a little bit of money towards "big ticket items". I think I need approximately $350 for a pre-owned one. My life is extremely dull and all I have to occupy my time is work and I think that's why I'm going crazy as well. I need more friends but I'm terrified of interacting with new people outside of work because what does one say? Most people find me boring and then I get nervous and talk too much about stupid shit that doesn't exactly matter and I can do that here now can't I?? Lol.

'I've also decided to cut down my youtube channel videos until I can get some halfway proper equipment because you can't show a color under horrible yellow lights now can you? NOPE You seriously can't. I'll probably do videos here and there just to let people know but other than that I plan to wait so that I can start producing proper content. 

I'll be posting alot of stuff here though don't think I'm running away from y'all because I'm not. I just hate putting out things with terrible quality because I want people to enjoy my videos and not get distracted by my mediocrity. :D Anyways that's pretty much all of my rambling for now! More later toodles! :D

Pop! Vinyl Figures

Awhh yes darling! I've made my first Pop! Vinyl Figure purchase today! They were on sale for buy one get one half off and I've been eyeballing these for quite a while so I couldn't help myself! I'm a gigantic fan of Doctor Who although not so much the old episodes unfortunately but sometimes the dice just roll like that ya know? So I bought the Evolving Dalek and he looks so absolutely adorable! Oh my gosh the craftsmanship on it is spectacular. 

And then my second figure is from Bioshock, the creepy Little Sister. I spent a week or two playing the first Bioshock but the second Bioshock is the one I remember her screaming the most and/or asking for assistance from the Big Daddies. If I could have her voice as my ringtone I totally would she's a very well done character. The craftsmanship on this one is absolutely superb as well.

So besides these I bought a pair of socks, earbuds, and scotch tape to tape up my only poster which is Star Wars Battlefront with a storm trooper on the front. I also rented the movie Minions from the PlayStation Store and watched it with my mum, that was such a really good and cute movie I definitely want to buy that in the future. So today was really good, despite work being slow but  I don't mind the closing shifts so much although unfortunately a lot of work wasn't accomplished tonight since we're having strict no OT requirements from the company so it's like damned if you do damned if you don't. You have to finish what you can and within the time period they give you which at times can be as little as like an hour after closing. That's nothing at all too. I'm doing another closing shift tomorrow as well. Which hey like  I said I don't mind, at least then I can sleep in late. Yeesss! And it especially helps because I have insomnia and it's been acting up lately, I haven't been able to get to bed earlier than 5 a.m.

Anyhow sweet dreams to all of you, I'm going to do my best to fall asleep. 

Impromptu Movie Night

So tonight for some reason the lack of anything to watch on Netflix/Hulu/Youtube and etcetera really got to me, therefore I decided to spend a few bucks and rent a movie from the Playstation Store and spend some quality time with my moms. 

We settled on "Pixels" A Happy Gilmore Productions and man was it great?! Nick Swardson had a cameo, the voice of Olaf (Josh Gad) was a major character, along with Kevin James. And then they brought in Ashley Benson from Pretty Little Liars as a sexy silent video game warrior! This was absolutely one of the best movies I've seen in quite a while. A great choice for mom and I because we both laughed so hard and sang out the songs of the movie. I told her we had to do this again and next on the list is going to be the Minions Movie. We haven't really spent alot of time together as of late, so I think this will be a fabulous thing for us. Alot of us not being as close anymore is the fact that I'm older now and I hate the shows that she loves and most of the time I don't want to leave my bed for anything. And yes I'm aware that can be quite a toast to depressive symptoms. Oh well. But I just had to share that little experience here, I hope not to forget this in the future.

-Toodles!

Arctic Buffalo Review

Alright so, I've bought a few items from an online store called "Arctic Buffalo" (.com) and I am really loving this store, the products are absolutely amazing. This isn't my first purchase from these guys, it is indeed my second, from my first I purchased a septum retainer, a skull septum clicker and that's all. The retainer is fantastic and in fact I'm wearing it right now although sadly I can't wear the septum clicker because the bar is straight and hurt my nose after a couple of hours.

This purchase however I decided to not only repurchase the septum retainer: in black this time, (See curvy black staple looking piercing in the picture above) I also wanted to try their conditioning oil and plugs. So these are and will be my thoughts and "review".

Septum Retainer ($4.50):

I loved the first septum retainer I purchased from these guys so naturally I had to purchase it again in another color so I can swap out and clean them when necessary.

Curved Post Septum Clicker With 5 Gems ($9.95):

 I also wanted to try a different septum clicker that was curved instead of straight to see if I can wear that type of jewelry and if the issues with the first one was really the bar or not. (Circle with tear drop jewels on it is the septum clicker) I've successfully worn the jewelry for three days straight so that made me really happy and it's not overly heavy, nor is it too tight like I was worried. It hangs a little lower than I thought it might but that's fine as it doesn't touch my lips unless I push them out. It is a little hard to get back out of the nose though, I usually have to take my retainer and hook it through to pop the latch out of place. Other than that it's completely fine.

Aqua Cat Eye Plugs ($10.00):

(The really gorgeous aqua/teal plugs) So these are so beautiful! I absolutely adore them and they are the ones I've chosen to wear first. The stone has a really nice smooth texture but not like smooth plastic or anything. These feel solid with a little bit of weight in your ears, not saying it's uncomfortable or anything. These are pretty long too surprisingly. There isn't too much to say about these I just absolutely adore them.

Black Glitter Sand Acrylic Plugs ($6.99):

(Shorter black plugs) These guys are so cool to look at and swish around! The full affect is a little wasted in my ears because I'm such a small size you can't fully see what's going on when I wear them. Still extremely beautiful, cozy, I didn't quite expect them to be so short and flat, but what I do like alot is the front have a curved bubbled affect to it, so it magnifies the sand quite a bit. I haven't worn them except to try them on but I'm really pleased on how they look and fit so I'll probably be buying this pair again in the future in a different color. 

GaugeGear "The Blend" Daily Conditioning Oil ($8.99):

So this bottle of oil is absolutely wonderful!! I'd used some of my friends GaugeGear stretching balm before and that worked wonders so I had to try the brand out again. You apply it twice a day and it comes in a 2 oz bottle. The oil is extremely watery so a teeny tiny bit goes a very long way. It cleanses your ear and the piercing itself of bacteria and has a pleasant smell that isn't overwhelming. It contains great stuff like jojoba oil and tea-tree oil as well. 

It's actually helped me quite a bit because my left ear had a blowout and scar tissue from a past gauging up experience and so when I recieved my plugs it didn't want to accept them at all, so after a day and half of using the oil my ear was more relaxed and conditioned to allow the plug to slide in and each day it's feeling more loose around the plug. (In a good way of course) So it's safe to say this stuff is absolute HEAVEN!! I couldn't be happier with this stuff and it's gonna last for a quite a while. 

Shipping and Prices:

Shipping was fantastic, an hour after initial purchase I received an email saying that my items had already been packaged at warehouse and ready to be shipped out, and then it was only approximately 3-4 days for me to actually receive them (Minus Sundays of course and the fact that I ordered the day before New Years) So it was super super fast and packaged with a bunch of bubble wrap and each jewelry piece has it's own little zip locked baggy. 

Prices on the website do differentiate depending on the size of the product you are purchasing, bigger sizes tend to have higher prices, obviously. But I have to say purchasing from these guys compared to purchasing in store is ten times more easier, and less expensive. I will definitely be purchasing again from this company in the future. My only thing is I wish they sent you a little company card with your purchases like other companies do. 

SO yeah! Those are my thoughts for now haha, I'm gonna run away now toodles everyone and have a great day!

Intros!

Welcome to my domain everyone and thank you for taking the time to read this thing!

You may be wondering who the hell I am and why I've started this and for the first you can simply call me Hellsic, as it makes me feel safer giving my thoughts some amnimity although it's not entirely necessary at least as of now. The later being, I have absolutely no idea, I mean I have a private journal where I act like a 12 year old and write about my crushes and what not lol. But I feel like I need a more permanent or perhaps interactive space to air my thoughts on all subjects. So that brings us to the question... Why are we hear? Perhaps just to listen to random babbling of a crazy goth girl, or perhaps we will end up journeying together across vast spaces of time and land masses, discovering new things, products and enjoying the experiences.

Or perhaps I'm full of shyte. 

Heaven knows child.

Lmfao anyways, some things about me? I'm currently a proud owner of a Youtube channel that has 37 members. And I'm so grateful that people are taking the time to watch and listen to my shyte. I love to review/buy beauty products, piercings and all other things. Unfortunately my content needs a lot of work at least in production lines. I currently only use a laptop camera and whatever lighting I can muster at the time of filming, i.e. it's always yellow light bulbs from my ceiling lol. I'm currently trying to get a cheap little $80 or $100 camera which will help some what and then purchase some lights or something so when I do: for example, lipstick swatches people can see an accurate fucking color.

Can I swear?

We will be swearing a lot.

Anyways I'm thinking in the future I'll be adding some of my reviews/swatches for products I've bought and use, for here as well. With some more accurate pictures and whatnot. Sounds good? Sounds great. A large part of me suspects that no one will be reading this anyways but perhaps it'll help me out. Give me something to do, be even more creative, allow me to say things that I really don't tend to say, or may have forgotten to say.

Probably rant.

Youtube is not my first job although perhaps someday it will be, wouldn't that be lovely? Right now I work for a gaming retail place that I won't specifically name for security purposes. Makes sense right? I really hope so lol,  you can never be too careful is what I'm told. I digress, so I work and I started this job very recently as a seasonal employee and now I'm a normal employee (Woo!) This job is quite enjoyable, minus some small issues with cranky customers but that's to be expected in all retail jobs now isn't it? My fellow employees are amazing and I adore them all. It's like a family there, with great attitudes and people buying each other drinks and whatnot. The atmosphere is one of the best and my boss goes out of his way to keep that in place as it keeps the workers working hard, and in turn makes us much more willing to give the customer a great experience as well. Because you know we all have our hard days and we are just like mentally screaming at everyone that no they may not purchase a slim model versus the clunky standard model of a console. Why? Because that is not what I have in my hand darn it!

As a heads up I'm one of those people that is very much scatterbrained, not in the sense that I haven't many ideas inside my head that won't come out, it's more like by the time I'm halfway finished speaking on one item, my mind is already on a different strand of my mental web. I think that's partly why I have insomnia as well. It's hard to get my brain to calm down enough to focus on one thing allowing myself to drift off. Like that cat and dog commercial for the sleeps, like c'mere little kitty I want to cuddle you. Wahh!

Typing in and of it's self is pretty soothing it would appear. I have rather weak wrists from past problems I laid at my own feet and therefore I most likely would have stopped writing by now if I were journaling. 

Well I shall tell you even more things about me seeing as this is decidedly and intro into who and what this little... thing will be, or turn in to. 

I'm sarcastic, I'm awkward, I love to read books, I cuss a lot, I'm attempting to quit smoking and have been hacking my lungs up for a day now (Halls you are going to be the love of my life aren't you?) I used to write poetry, I often change my appearance, I've lived in New York for two years now and I like it a lot although I haven't made it to the city yet. No I will not be giving you an exact location you weirdo! I tend to get frustrated and mad extremely easily but that's only because I care and love people so intensely. It really isn't my fault, that or if people wouldn't make such silly mistakes over and over again. I give great advise and wisdom but it's often wasted on people who are rutted in their lifestyle and are afraid of what is not known. Psh whatever though. I don't really have any friend friends here in NY. No one I hang out with once a week or so. I'm often in my room reading, watching Youtube/Netflix/Hulu etcetera. Some may consider this a sad life, but I consider it simply what it is. Perhaps one day I'll be able to change that. Although truth be told I'm really afraid of people. Like once I get to know a person then fine, great, dandy sir. But if I don't know you I won't go up to you first even if I may want to. Why? Because I'm shy and awkward and unattractive. And I'm a horrible conversationalist. Not my fault though. I'm also far too terrified to go to parties by myself, I need a person I can cling to for safety because I'll get lost or I'll stand in a corner alone by myself, sad because no one is talking to me and too scared to approach anyone. It's a two way street I get it but I really can't. I've passed out in Walmart before because a sales associate asked me if I needed any help whilst I was eyeballing' the laptops on sale. 

I'm rambling.

I should most likely end things here for now. So cheers to more of this in the future and hello to anyone potentially reading this? (Insert smiley happiness face.)

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